Wednesday, August 22, 2007

Crazy beginnings, middles, and continuations...

Blogging about one's self is such a bizarre concept but I dedicate this blog to my future, my husband's future, the future of our marriage and the future of our child. This has been quite the strange and crazy beginning to our lives together.

It seems just a moment ago I was venturing out to California by myself with only the possessions I could pack into one small "grandma tan" Ford focus. It seems just a fraction of a second ago that we were sitting on Huntington Beach with Owen on one knee asking for my hand. It seems just like a few breaths ago that our wedding day was taking my breath away.

Here we are, in our 10th week of pregnancy after a year of fertility treatments, emotional pain and anguish, huge wishes and dashed hopes - we are in a place where we have our very own little bean growing very healthy (and VERY fast!). Just like everyone who has had to struggle for something that comes too easy to the vast majority of people say...all of the tears were worth every second of the joy. We both feel soooooooo blessed and it still feels so surreal!

Today is a blessed day as is everyday on this beautiful planet. Enjoy every moment like there are no more and always play after every storm...